Therapy~Re-hab

I remember making the decision to actually follow this list to the "T", as my New Year's resolution. Though I had forgotten about it, upon coming across this list again, I decided to evaluate myself so far............and well, I am trying.....however I just wanted to share this with  everyone again. And at least try to do one or two of these things, seriously might make life a tad bit easier.......... 

1. Wake: I will wake up every morning and smile at the world. I will be glad for the chance to see yet another day, and most especially I will be grateful for the “gift of life.”

2. Eat: I will cherish every meal I receive. I will eat healthy delicious meals and I will take my time to savor the complex flavors of each meal. My body is divine and it surely deserves the finest of foods.

3. Love: I will develop my innate ability to Love myself and to Love others selflessly, as Love is the universal language that all humans understand.

4. Work: I will establish my identity at work and I will let my purpose of “positively improving humanity,” fuel my creativity and talents. I will view success not through the eyes of an epicure, but through the eyes of a famished individual who has been fed and empowered with the wisdom of life.

5. Sleep: At the end of each day, I will lie in my bed and I will sleep like a baby because if life is worth living then it must be worth dreaming as well. Furthermore, I cannot dream without sleep!

now I have to go and do (5) teheheeheee....

~NaomieFals has spoketh, again~

Blank Canvas 2009

As promised, I am back to empty my thoughts on here. Want to make sure that my entries are constantly updated. Well a lot's happened since my last entry, which wasn't that long ago..lol!! You've gotta love Life mehn. My mind is processing so many things at once at the moment, that I don't even know where to start, but I'll start somewhere.

Anyway, I know I miss my family so much especially mama. I recently embarked on a Journey(details not that important) of a lifetime. This journey is a first for me...i've never done this before in my life, I sometimes find my self feeling lonely and wanting to run to mama crying for help, but thankfully enough I immediately remind myself of the importance of this Journey, also remember that, I am never alone, HE promised never to leave me nor forsake me, thank you God of Special effects.............. I especially love how you put things in perspectives for me, that way everything makes sense to me.

As part of my New Year/New Me promise to moi; part of it was to allow myself be a blank canvas, and let 2009 paint over it. So far I love the picture (not yet complete hoever). I know by December 09, it will be one perfect painting...so I'm not worried.

Live your Life, Love your Life, infact Life your Life!!

It's a brand New Year!! So glad 2008 is gone, and gone for good!!! No regrets~ I'm really grateful to God and always will be grateful to HIM just for His Lovingkindness that is (literally) better than Life, this is what keeps me going by the second.

So I know I haven't really gotten a hang on this blogging thing, but i'm getting there (i.e for those that look forward to reading my thoughts)

I decided to take 2009 by the horn this time, I am shaking out of it every ounce and drop of blessings God has for me this Year...and I'm taking it all...not gonna miss a beat. This year I know I'm taking no prisoners....any obstacle gets plowed!!! sounds harsh, but trust me it's not

Reflecting on '2008'~
I learnt a whole lot about Life! this past Year. One would think that, through the years and in between, I should have grasped the notion that it is impossible to please HUMANS! except GOD through FAITH.....well I think I finally got that in my head last year........Reflecting back on how I lived my Life in 2008, I realised that I got side tracked a lot, by so many things that were sugar coated, but once you bite pass the sugar coat, you just have to throw up, yeah things like that.
I think that I created an ALIAS for the most part, because I was just tired of letting lethal/toxic relationships (and I mean relationships in every aspect of it) get the best of me...cos you know life does have a way of playing tricks on ya. Anyhow, that chapter is over and it's a fresh new book now, literally..... 2008 is gone with all it's garbage, good riddance! :)

More to come from my thoughts as I have a whole lot say, just thot I'd pen something down first for this new year.

Remember to always Live your Life, Love your Life, infact Life your Life!!

~NaomieFals has spoketh!

A little teary....

Just a quick thought;

Why is it that the most littlest things makes the strongest man or woman cry. I mean take the Elephant for example, as big as this animal is, it is very scared of a little, tiny winny RAT.....

I guess my question is; we claim to be so strong and un-moveable, and when major things go wrong, we tend to have our sanity and maintain composure, but once something very minute (or seems to be) happens, one tends to break down...............

I haven't cried over anything in a very long time, okay well maybe I cried when I lost a dear friend, but as in I'm not the emotional type that cries often over things, I tend to brush it off and just move on with life.........but I am such an emotional wreck right now, I don't know what's wrong with me!! I feel like i'm about to loose something. Can't really figure out if what I think it is; IS!?......I am such a wreck...........I need myself back someone help me!!

Quest of the Key Holder

The key holder is an oblivious, breath taking creature, with so much to gain yet so much to lose.
The Key holder has been given all the priviledges of this world.
The Key holder is: strong, a winner, protector, pleasure seeker and giver
But the Key holder has been on a quest that seems un-ending
The Key holder thinks it's an un-ending quest....but it's not
The Key holder is getting weary, so the key holder takes a break at different wells to quench off thirst, then finds a temorary safe haven to take frequent rests, but the Key holder gets deceived with the comfort the safe haven brings
What the key holder doesn't know is, the Lock holder is waiting patiently and yearning earnestly for the Key holder..................................................

...to be continued.....

UNFRIENDLY FRIENDS.....

So I've been thinking,...I know I'm a female myself.....however, I don't get "some" girls at all!!! I mean I am more friendly and relate well with boys better than girls(of which, has gotten me in a lotta trouble..that's another rant for another day)....I can honestly say that I'm really scared of most GIRLS!!!....once you offend them..hoo your whole life's secrets; out!! just like that!! hmm??

I have deliberately, been conscious of making more Girlfriends than Boyfriends in any social gathering I find myself!!! But no matter how/ what I did..girls just weren't having it...there were a few exceptions though,..those exceptions, were girls who shared my exact sentiments on most girls too!!!

If it's not your hair, then it's your clothes, or maybe it's your shoes...or it could be that you smiled too much or something!!! or it's your confidence or aura or self esteem...oh maybe it's that some guy they secretly like, likes you instead....or it could be that they don't like your walk!! or how you talk, or maybe because you painted your nails black or slime.....or oohhh it could be that, when you sing in the choir for the Lord....they get the impression that "she thinks she knows how to sing"..but she actually doesn't.....or it could be that they hate your nice car or raggedy one.....
or they Just DON'T LIKE YOU!! PERIOD!!!........

At least the ones that just don't like you, show it!!! !!
How about the so called FRIENDS who act like a friend..but deep inside, they passionately HATE YOU!!! I'm talking about "unfriendly friends" (if there's a phrase like that..permit my usage), who are just friends with you for just having a friend sake......but the purpose of the whole friendship is to COMPETE with you.......I believe that such friends are VERY DANGEROUS!! They'd kill one if they had the chance to!!! hmmm I fear ooh!!!!.....

Well, I love my friends and the "unfriendly" ones who I don't know of...I mean what can you do, but to Love!!! right?....as the Yoruba proverb/adage says; the enemy outside is better than the one within!!!

I sign off by saying again: God please protect me from "my FRIENDS" I can handle my enemies!!!! ................free to put your two cents!!!!

How Life works..

It was my birthday a few days ago, and I guess I'm just thankful to God for keeping me!!! I'm grateful Lord!!!...And I'm so grateful to everyone who called or sent me a a b/day wish one way or the other...even the so called enemies!!! As the bible says: when a man's ways are pleasing to God, HE makes his enemies to be at peace with him...hmm thank You God!!!

It is so funny how Life works, sometimes it scares me!! I have learnt that in life, whatever you do, no matter what it is, or how little or in-significant, there are repercussions for them!!!, this has in a way given me more humility, so to speak.

I got another opportunity, to do some reflection, this time mainly on who I am, and my support system, GOD. I mean seriously these past weeks have been something else, without HIM, I literally don't know what would've become of me!!!

So, I found out that I need God to: PROTECT ME FROM MY FRIENDS, I CAN HANDLE MY ENEMIES......